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12/19/2009

Memories at Christmas-Published 12-19-2009

 

This newsletter was published 4 years ago today. I ran across it and felt it was appropriate for this Christmas Season. Thank you for the opportunity to serve.

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First, allow me to wish you a Merry Christmas.  ‘Tis the season’ and we have so much to be thankful for; especially the birth of Christ.   

As you read this letter, I will ask you to stay with my thoughts.  At the end, I am hopeful you will understand the reason and the meaning behind it and why I chose to write it at this time of year.   

I love the hustle and bustle of the holidays -- the excitement on a child’s face and the joy of buying gifts.  Yet, I also become very sad.  Even though it has been eighteen years ago, I still remember vividly the tragedy a young couple faced on Christmas morning.  I was a police officer for Mountain Home and had worked the midnight shift on Christmas Eve that year. I was about to go home to enjoy Christmas Day with friends and family when a 911 call reported a child was not breathing.  Listening to the police radio, I recognized the name of the couple and went to the emergency room to wait on the ambulance.  When it arrived, the crew was working feverishly on the child.  I could tell by the look on their faces that their efforts were in vain.  The young baby died. 

I walked into the side room where the couple sat with their friends.  The mother began sobbing hysterically when she saw me.  I am not sure if it was my uniform or the look on my face, but they knew their child had died.  The couple has long since moved away but I know they deal with the pain every Christmas.  

Death notifications to families are always tough, but when it is a child it is much, much harder.  You can put on a tough face with strangers many times, but having to tell someone you know makes it almost unbearable.   

I am a cop and have been for twenty years.  The myth about a cop is that we are rough and tough.  We bring calm to tense situations and are the rock for people to lean on.  We are always in control and are not allowed to cry or show any emotion when dealing with death or tragedy because doing so might show weakness.  

I am no different than the other cops.  We remember all of the deaths and mayhem we have witnessed during our careers.  Murders, suicides, traffic fatalities; we remember the pain on people’s faces.  We try to become calloused as a way to deal with the pain. The problem is… we remember and continue to remember, day after day and long after we retire.   

 It seems easier when it is a stranger, someone you don’t know.  I cannot imagine the horror of seeing your own loved one.  Like the State Trooper I know who came upon an accident to discover his wife was in the vehicle and had been killed.  Or the Sheriff I know a few counties over who was the first to arrive at an accident and discover his own daughter had been killed. 

 In our Sheriff’s Department I have a seasoned officer who has asked not to be on or perform honor guard duties after the death of a fellow deputy… or another deputy who was one of our best divers on the Dive Team who simply cannot dive anymore, not even recreationally, because he has pulled one too many bodies up from the bottom of the lake. This is not a sign of weakness, but of caring and compassion.  

Cops statistically have a high divorce rate and are one of the highest professions for suicides.  They generally cannot or will not share with their loved ones many of the things they witness, so they bottle it up inside. 

I realize this message is from and for cops but this message applies to all emergency services people -- ambulance personnel, emergency responders, firefighters and our men and women in the military -- all see death and carnage.  

By now I’m sure you are wondering why I’ve chosen this topic for my message, especially this time of the year It is not meant to depress you, but to ask you to take a moment out of this holiday season to say a prayer for the men and women who protect you every day. Take a moment on Christmas Day and ask God to bless them and their families and to give them the strength to deal with the tragedies.  Ask God to protect all of the emergency services people who are working on Christmas Day in order to keep us safe. 

When you see them, give them a hug and thank them for what they do for each of us.  And thank their families.  The families watch their loved ones go to work every day worrying about whether they will return home to them unharmed.  When the recent tornadoes, floods and ice storms hit us, these officers and emergency personnel were out protecting all of us instead of being home taking care of their own families.  With the death of the Gassville Officer, the cold reality of our job hit not only us, but our families too. 

I am not complaining or asking you to feel sorry for any of us.  We chose this profession and we do it because we love what we do… helping people.  No, this Christmas I am simply asking you to remember all of those men and women who put their lives on the line every day for you and me. 

Merry Christmas 

John Montgomery
Baxter County Sheriff

 
 
 
 
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